دانلود کتاب Scratched: a memoir of perfectionism – خراشیده شده: خاطره کمال گرایی

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ReadingScratchedgave me the feeling of standing very close to a blazing fire. It is that brilliant, that intense, and one of the finest explorations I know of what it means to be a woman and an artist.Sigrid Nunez, author ofThe Friendand Winner of the National Book Award for Fiction

In a bold and brilliant memoir that reinvents the form, the acclaimed author of the novelMuseum Piecesand the collectionMendocino Fireexplores the ferocious desire for perfection which has shaped her writing life as well as her rich, dramatic, and constantly surprising personal life.

Scratchedis an intimate account of the uses a child, and the adult she becomes, will find for perfectionism and the role it will play in every part of her life. Elizabeth Tallents story begins in a hospital in mid-1950s suburban Washington, D.C., when her mother refuses to hold her newborn daughter, shocking behavior that baffles the nurses. Imagining her own mothers perfectionist ideal at this critical moment, Elizabeth moves back and forth in time, juxtaposing moments in the past with the present in this innovative and spellbinding narrative.

Elizabeth traces her journey from her early years in which she perceived herself as the child whose flaws let disaster into an otherwise perfect family, to her adulthood, when perfectionism came to affect everything. In the decade between 27 and 37, she publishes five literary books with Knopf and her short stories appear inThe New Yorker.But this extraordinary start to her career is followed by twenty-two years of silence. She wrote, or rather published, nothing at all. Why?Scratchedis the remarkable response to that question.

Elizabeths early publications secure her a coveted teaching job at Stanford University. As she toggles between Palo Alto and the Mendocino coast where she lives, raises her son Gabriel, and pursues an important psychoanalysis, Elizabeth grapples with the perfectionism that has always been home to her. Eventually, she finds love and acceptance in the most unlikely place, and finally accepts an as is relationship with herself and others.

Her final triumph is the writing of this memoir, filled with wit, humor, and heart, and unlike any other you will read.Scratchedis a brave book that repeatedly searches for the emotional truth beneath the conventional surface of existence.

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ترجمه ماشینی :

ReadingScratchedبه من این احساس را داد که بسیار نزدیک به آتشی فروزان ایستاده ام. این بسیار درخشان، شدید و یکی از بهترین کاوش‌هایی است که من می‌دانم در مورد معنای زن و هنرمند بودن چیست.سیگرید نونز، نویسنده دوستو برنده جایزه ملی کتاب داستان

در خاطره ای جسورانه و درخشان که فرم را دوباره ابداع می کند، نویسنده تحسین شده رمانقطعات موزهو مجموعهMendocino Fireبه بررسی میل وحشیانه برای کمال می پردازد که زندگی نویسندگی او و همچنین زندگی شخصی غنی، دراماتیک و دائماً غافلگیرکننده او را شکل داده است.